Friday, July 8, 2011

I'm A Little Conflicted Here

Today, we said goodbye to Shuttle launches, with the launch of the final Space Shuttle, Space Transportation System 135.  It was way too cloudy to see from home, so I'll have to content myself with memories of watching almost all of them.  I stood outside (while the DVR was recording) until I could hear the rumble.  The clouds muffle the sound, too. 
Click this NASA photo to embiggen - it's 1600x1200 resolution. 

I've written on this subject as the year has gone by.  I know that NASA is an arthritic bureaucracy, barely able to do this.  I know the vehicle was designed in the 1970s, intended for something around a 20 year lifetime, and it's time to hang it up.  I know the program was over hyped and it never achieved the costs to orbit, or the launch frequency, or the operational safety it was sold with.  I know that the most bang per buck has come from unmanned, probes.  But as Tam said earlier today,
If you're going to steal money from me at gunpoint, promise me you'll use it to do cool stuff like shake the ground with thunder and punch holes through the sky.
While I've seen almost every shuttle launch, I was actually only on the Cape for one, a night launch (STS-61) two flights before Challenger was destroyed (no I didn't remember the mission number - had to look it up).  There is really nothing like the spectacle of a night launch on the Cape, as the area lights up in a false dawn.  In the man made daylight, you can see the pressure wave of sound approaching over the waters of the Banana river.  When the sound reaches you from that four miles away, you feel it deep inside, resonating in your chest.  I was wearing loose slacks, and I could feel my pants legs moving in the infrasonic waves.  When Mrs. Graybeard worked on the Cape, they had a place to watch launches that was technically inside the fall-back zone, where the pressure wave can hurt you if Really Bad Thing happens. 

I know it's time to put the program away, but I know people who are being laid off, or living in fear of it.  I feel bad for what's coming for them.  NASA, of course, contracts out virtually everything, so my friends work for Boeing, United Space Alliance, and other contractors.  Many have worked most of the last 20 or more years up there, and a few are probably going to retire.  I know NASA must be cut like I know every government agency and program must be cut dramatically, but I hurt for all of those people.  Yeah, I know; I'm too soft.

It's no secret - chances are everyone who visits here knows the Endarkenment approaches.  I know as well as anyone that the economy is on the verge of collapse, and the social order on the verge of disintegration.  Knowing it's coming doesn't make seeing it any easier, and like some of the other folks I read, it pains me.  The end of American manned space flight just seems like another sign of the approaching darkness. 


1 comment:

  1. The cartoon is spot-on, but it is U.S. leadership in _everything_ that suffers. I agree with Tam, not simply because it is cool, but because so much innovation and technology resulted from our space program. As opposed to the trillions wasted supporting muslim terrorists in Gaza, Egypt and other parts of the Middle East and the world, grants to study crap that has no earthly purpose or benefit, and all of the other ways our government has developed to waste our money over the years.

    The Voice Of The Teleprompter is doing his best to realize his agenda, to pay back America for being the country he hates the most, transforming America (as he promised), but transforming her into a third-rate, debt-ridden, and collapsing mockery of what she once was.

    When our pride deserts us, the damage to our self-esteem will cause us to crumble even faster. Our "exceptionalism", our understanding that we could do damn near anything we set our minds to, is being bred out of us, and our children are taught we are nothing special, or even at fault for all that is wrong in the world today.